Speaking outloud;

I speak up,
I speak out,
I reach out,
I reach out to tell you,
Tell you how i feel,
But everytime i do,
I do speak up,
It seems you kick me down,
Turn it around on me,
Everytime i speak up,
I feel bad,
In the end,
Because you'll get upset,
I can't bear the site,
Of you been upset,
Knowing it's because of me,
Even if it's your fault,
I can't bear it.
So i shouldn't speak up,
Or speak out,
I'll stop reaching out,
I'll keep my feelings,
Inside my head,
I'll stop speaking outloud.
Just so that,
I can see you happy,
Happy with me,
Happy with the fact,
That i give you everything i can,
Even if i don't tell you,
Tell you simply,
How i feel.