Am i just a toy;

Was i a toy to you?
Something you could use?
Something you could play with,
Play with me like i have no control?
I guess i was,
You say you didn't hate me,
You never answer,
Answer, What are answers to you?
I want answers, you ask which,
Invalid replys every time,
I guess i was meerly a chess piece to you.
Obviously you were the queen,
As i was a pawn.
A pawn in your game,
Where i'm the toy.
And your the controller,
Something you could do which what you want.
Did you think i was a brick wall?
Have no emotions,
Did you forget that i'm also homosapian?
You must have forgot,
As you used me like a pawn,
In your massive game of chess.
You forgot that i had a heart,
Now i'm here,
All alone,
Without you,
I liked it when you used me,
I had the satisfaction of thinking you cared,
Thinking that i wasn't just a toy,
You used me for an excuse,
What am i suppose to say to that?
I have nothing to say.
I love you,
I always will,
But you've torn me apart,
You've taken a part of every breath that i now breath.
Oxygen is shortened for me,
Now that you've destroyed me,
Litterally shattered me.
Shattered my life.
You said i was the one.
Was it real,
Was anything real?
Did you think i was meerly a toy?
A toy in you're game.
What are the rules?
There are no rules,
There's nothing left for me,
What is the point,
The point of me trying to suceed,
To get anywhere,
When you left,
You stole my morales,
And every belief that i had,
Every single fucking one of them,
If i could ask for them i would,
But there is no way you can hand them back,
Like a piece of paper,
No, it's not as simple.
My morales are gone,
You took them with you.
Now i'm worthless,
Just waiting to be another toy,
A toy in someone elses chess game.
In someone elses fucked up chess game.
The game of life.